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Sunday, December 19, 2010

19 DECEMBER 2010

tepat pukul 12.00 am aku jadi USHER jap.
sbb aku OMG sebentar, haha
org first yang wish birthday aku mama MAT.
sebak ja rasa sbb HAPPY teramat.
masa ni ondaway nak pegi ICT SHAH ALAM.
tah la terasa diri ni di hargai sgt.
sbb aku tak penah ada semua benda ni sebelum ni.
sebab mostly aku sambut dgn family aku.
before this pun mama dgn ayah datang KL.
tp tahun ni datang gak KL.
dua dalam satu la coz cuzz aku pun kawin tarikh ni.
dua kali celebrate..tapi paling best dgn MEREKA.
hadiah aku dapat from NABIL something yg aku suka gila.
tergamam sebab benda ni cantik sgt.
dia bagi aku jam tangan ROXY. OMG! aku suka!
thanks yea BUDAK MUCUK. haha

next day tu p mkn KENNY dekat times square.
then aku balik kolej sbb mlm tu nk p kenduri cuzz plak.
apa pun MEMANG BEST!


thanks to semua yang ada masa my birthday :

mama
Mat
Nabil
Ayen
Haziq
Farid

Saturday, October 16, 2010

yummy

i want it so badly. XD





whataya want for me

result oh result.

takut gila bila member gtau result dah kuar.

debar di dada. sbb hari tu exam main2 gila.

takut sampai mkn tak lalu.

setelah sekian lama berdebar.

dah boleh tgk..

so dah dapat tau result.

ALHAMDULILLAH

tak da FAIL.

sekarang dah kembali senyum.

now, tak sabar nak masuk sem 6.

YEAH! KUIS. here i come.




.im happy.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

tahu tak.

saya menghiburkan hati saya dengan melihat kembali semua gambar-gambar saya dengan roomate. tgk cita vampire sucks. i just want to make my self happy. ~lalala

sambil tgh tunggu mama dgn ayah ambil saya pulang ke rumah.
adoi la bosan.

saya nak balik packing barang sbb dah nk balik KUIS.
saya tak sabar nak balik KUIS.
coz i miss my roomate.

tadi sempat berangan. hahha
sbb nk tido tak boleh.
tak larat dah nk tulis blog jiwang2.
penat. buat makin hati sendiri ja.

saya berangan, lpas sem 6 ni saya praktikal.
lpas tu nak sambung degree dekat oversea insyaAllah.
pastu nak KAWEN . hahah.

tapi nak sambung degree in interior design .
coz i love it so much!
banking ni mcm bosan ja.
coz i dont like it.

you know what.
nanti nk kawen nk pakai baju warna purple and white. haha
saya suka warna tu..

berangan mcm2. tah apa2. haha
saya suka berangan kadang2 tu.
actually mood saya dah tak menentu sekarang.
nak buat apa semua tak kena.

ZzZzZz

hurm

TODAY.

saya nak ketawa.

ketawa sampai pecah perut.

tak larat lagi nak gaduh. nk nangis.

i have my own life.

like others.

ok. im done with you too!

tak nak lagi fikir.

saya tak suka gaduh dgn org.

this post takda kena mengena dgn sapa2.

saja nk puaskan hati saya.

yeah!

~lalalalallaalalalalallala

to someone.

i miss you badly!

Saturday, September 4, 2010

heart broken

aku mungkin bukan insan yang sempurna.

aku tau dalam dunia ni tak dak sapa yg perfect.

tapi..

adakah aku ni sempurna di mata dia?

walaupun aku tau mcm2 kekurangan aku.

dia boleh ka terima aku seadanya aku?

kadang2 tu terlintas difikiran aku yang betul ka apa yang aku buat slama ni.

setiap perhubungan perlu ada keikhlasan kan..

agak sedih.agak terkilan. agak tertekan.

aku tak mampu nk luah dgn kata2.

apa yang boleh di katakan di sini.

saya.

kecewa

Friday, September 3, 2010

Lif P9

Al kisahnya begini..

aku tunggu lif nak naik bilik.

baru lepas beli makanan untuk berbuka puasa..

ramai gila tunggu lif. bukan aku sorg.

tunggu punya tunggu..

lif pun dah sampai tingkat 1..

berebut-rebut nak masuk.

biasalah mcm nak naik tren gak..

aku pun kadang tak paham.

tak sempat-sempat.

yang naik awal tu tolong la tekan button untuk pintu lif tu..

ni tak!

naik-naik ja trus tekan tingkat brapa,

then..

p dok dalam.

sakit hati aku.

PENTING DIRI!

atleast tolong la jaga pintu.

panas ja aku.

aku naik last skali.

pintu lif tu nak tertutup dah.

aish!

aku masuk ja lif tu..

aku jadi MAKGAT sementara.

jaga pintu lif tu.

aku mmg suka bab-bab jaga pintu lif ni.

hampa tak mau tekan sudah!

biar aku yang jaga pintu lif tu.

buka ka tutup ka biar aku yang tekan!

aku la jaga pintu lif tu.



SELFISH!

Monday, August 16, 2010

something happen to my 'heart'


jiwa kacau? mungkin la.
sekarang ni aku tgh study untuk paper english besok.
BUT..
i cant study.
why syara?

I DONT KNOW.

something happen.
aku rasa SUNYI.PILU.NAK NAGIS.
maybe i need my mom.
i need to see her badly.
i miss her.
miss my home.

dah nak dekat seminggu puasa.
tp tak da sehari pun berbuka dengan my family.
maybe because of this..
aku rasa sunyi.

rasa di hati bercampur dgn mcm2 rasa.
bukan saja nk balik umah.

its about my LOVE too.
i dont know.

ish.

I HATE THIS FELLINGS.



Friday, August 13, 2010

PANAZzZzZ!

JPM = sardin.
yes it is!

tolong la..
menyusahkan hidup warga kuis.
especially STUDENT!

nak print slip exam tak bole.
SBB?

tak bayar yuran.
apa ada hal?

org lain tak bayar boleh ja print.
kira nasib plak.
BUDUH sgt!

amik number dekat JPM nk bayar yuran dekat bendahari..
no sekarang 1048
no AKU 1234.
time masa tu dah pukul 3.45.
JPM tutup 4.30.
sempat plak kan?
panas btol.
mmg la last minit...
semua org mcm tu kan?
salah aku jugak.
tapi satu lagi hal.

student beribu2.
kaunter buka 2 ja.
BUDUH jugak.
ish!
geram.


satu lagi..
portal lembab.
nak buka portal pukul 5 keatas baru boleh.
tah apa2 la KUIS ni.

walaupun student KUIS.
tp saya tak suka administration KUIS.

MOOD : GERAM + PANAS = ARGH!


LIKE THIS for the first time. :)

seize the day by Avenged Sevenfold.


first time dengar lagu ni..
apa yg boleh comment.
i LIKE it.
thanks yaww osbourne !

saya dengar sampai jemu ya.
huhu





Tuesday, August 10, 2010

permata jom balik kampong!

hari ni jaga kaunter depan audi untuk anak2 negeri cek!
penang.kedah.perlis.
mai pakat2 balik sama2. haha
aku jaga kaunter dengan member2 permata..
FUNTION gila.
disebabkan PETAK abis..
kami pon main la teka teki.
tak leh blah..
umaira dgn liyana kena abih.
baru tau betapa syoknya kenai si osbourne ni.
hahahahah
gelak punya gelak dah pukui 4.
jaga 2 jam ja.
tapi rasa macam lama gila.
boleh la. mendapat sambutan.
dah dapat 3 bas dah FULL!
Go permata Go!

hahahaha

Monday, August 9, 2010

love qoutes that i really like. :)


...I love him, that’s why its so hard to see him love someone else..

...Love cannot be defined in words it can only be felt...

...Love is a drum….you should never miss a beat...

...Love is like a roller coaster it has its ups and downs...

...Love is like the wind, You can feel it but you cant see it...

...i wish we were a dream then you would fall in love with me not someone else...

...love can make you smile but can also make you cry...


i love you baby. :)

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Between you and me.

apa yang aku boleh kata..

OH MY GOSH!

aku harap kau mengerti.

aku terlalu menyanyangi mu.

TERAMAT.

so.. appreciate me as what i did to you.

i mean US!

love,

syara..

Thursday, August 5, 2010

NarNia


my new baby...

her name : Narnia.

white and brown strips

black eyes

day i bought her on : 4 August 2010.

so, her birthday on this date.

~baby~

.mummy love you.

Sunday, August 1, 2010

grand dinner.

Theme : beauty of colors.

8.00 pm until 11.00 pm
venue : KUIS


Actually aku tak nak pergi. tapi di sebabkan nk support team ibfc. so, aku pun pergilah.

ok. FUN jer.. for the first time agak malu sbb aku sorg je pakai dress...

bila dah masuk dalam dewan tu baru lah nampak beauty of colours nya.. ada ja yg pakai dress.

fuh! ada member. tidak memang balik awal lah. malu gak ckit...

i bought black dress. nak lari dari tema sebenarnya... dalam hati nk pakai MERAH. haha.

duduk se"table" dgn yana,atirah and member kelas lain. tak kenal sgt..

makan pon ok la...

sedap ja. nasi warna warni. haha

aku tak lalu nk mkn sgt sbb sakit perut.

actually tak berapa sehat.

malam tu arif agak lawak sbb pakai baju mcm nk pergi port dickson ja. hahaha

tapi ok la... cool ja nampak.

mlm tu drees yang gempak..

Eja. my classmate. baju dia cute sgt. aku suka sebab MERAH. :)

kak wan.
budak kelas lain. baju dia sama mcm eja. SUKA :)

fatin
. my classmate. marvellous. im lovin it :)

ada lagi la yang terbaik !! :)



Oh My GOsh TimE !!!

.soooo nak nagis.




.best dress award.

perasaan time ni cuak nk mampus.

apa ada hal aku menang??

apa pun thanks to IBFC lah.

mungkin rezeki aku mlm ni.. huhu

thanks again sbb pilih aku yang tak beauty of colors pon.

tema aku mlm ni black + grey..

ucapan aku. semoga IBFC terus cemerlang OKEY!







Monday, July 5, 2010

my favourite song ever!


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I need you boo, (oh)

I gotta see you boo (hey)

And the hearts all over the world tonight,

Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]





[Verse 1]

Hey! Little mama,

Ooh, you're a stunner

Hot..little figure,

Yes, you're a winner

And I'm so glad to be yours,

You're a class all your own

And..

Oh, little cutie

When..you talk to me

I swear..the whole world stops

You're my sweetheart

And I'm so glad that you are mine

You are one of a kind and..





[Bridge]

You mean to me

What I mean to you and..

Together baby,

There is nothing we won't do

'cause if I got you,

I don't need money,

I don't need cars,

Girl, you're my all.

And..




[Chorus:]

Oh!

I'm into you,

And girl,

No one else would do,

'cause with every kiss and every hug,

You make me fall in love,

And now I know I can't be the only one,

I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,

With the love of they life who feel..

Wat I feel when I'm





With you [x5]

Girl..

With you [x5]





[Verse 2]

Oh girl!

I don't want nobody else,

Without you, there's no one left then,

You're like Jordans on Saturday,

I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,

Hey! Little shawty,

Say you care for me,

You know I care for you,

You know...that I'll be true,

You know that I won't lie,

You know that I would try,

To be your everything..yeah..




[Bridge]

'cause if I got you,

I don't need money,

I don't need cars,

Girl, you're my all.

And..




[Chorus]


With you [x5]

Oh..

With you [x5]

Yeah Heh..




[Bridge 2]

And I..

Will never try to deny,

that you're my whole life,

'cause if you ever let me go,

I would die..

So I won't front,

I don't need another woman,

I just need your all and nothing,

'cause if I got that,

Then I'll be straight

Baby, you're the best part of my day




I need you boo,

I gotta see you boo

And the hearts all over the world tonight,

Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

Woo Oh.. Yeah

They need it boo,

They gotta see their boo,

Said the hearts all over the world tonight,

Hearts all over the world tonight [x2]




With you [x5]

Girl..

With you [x5]

Oh..


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although its for "girl".. i'll change it to "boy".
this for my BOO.
words with
RED colors.. so meaningful to me.

.syara.

Friday, May 21, 2010

broken heart

walaupun dah bertahun lamanya..

mungkin kau bukan untuk ku.

you deserve better than me.

i know that.

life must go on ait?

benci sebab terlalu menyayangi kau.

hati ni sakit. sapa tau?

dah la. this is the final answer for me.

i'll leave you.

freax.